I'm sorry, but i'm an assumer. Good bye, 'cause you'll be glad.
Just because i'm nice to girls, that means I try to get at them? That's how you guys really view me of as? I'll tell you straight about who've i truly liked in the past. 3rd grade, Mattos elementary ~ Tamara. Then I transferred to Durham in the 4th, and i liked Kayleen in the 5 and 6th grade. In the seventh grade i liked Margaret, and asked her out but she turned me down. 8th and 9th grade, i liked Misaye for two whole years. I've liked Dorothy at one point of time. 10th grade, i liked Kiana. That summer however, i liked Cynthia for a bit. And now I've liked you for like, 2 months? That's what, 8 people, in 9 years? I guess that's a bad ratio. However, you're entitled to your opinions and I understand why you believe that. Believe what you like, whom you like, i have no credibility. Do you know that you've actually hurt me the easiest and most? I actually teared up when i read your posts. The last time i did, was when my cousin pasted away. You're actually a person i'd like to be with. I almost had the courage to ask you out. Why do you think i fought so hard to walk you back? It would be so much easier if i didn't like you that much, but i can't just simply ignore you since you've done nothing wrong, you just dont feel tge same way. I feel like the bad person if i do so. Lmao, i sound like a queer. Don't worry though, I'm not mad at you. If I was, it'll be only be to myself, cause I'm stupid for going to deep.
Today is supposedly the epic wish day that happens once per year. 11/11, 11:11:11. Wishing brings false hope. But don't worry, now I know how you feel, I'll make your life a lot easier. Good bye. You have school to worry about.
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This is to you. Don't need to assume, cause this is for you.
I feel like a loser, cause I'm not talking to you in person. Cause I dont know how to face you or talk to you.
Please don't misunderstand. Those weren't about you. I wasn't talking about you. You're hella nice to people. That doesn't meant that you try to get at them. Those blogs were about someone else. Im rereading my blogs, and if i read them as if i were you and from your point of view, I wouldve been really hurt. But those werent about you. I didn't mean to hurt you. I dont want to hurt you. Yes i know Im assuming right now , that you are talking about me. But I dont want a misunderstanding, if it is me. You tried to walk me back, but yet i was stubborn. I can't stand people being so nice to me, when they have their own things to do. I feel like i'm a burden to them. Its cause you're one i actualyl do care about. If i didnt care about them, I wudve just let them walk me back. I know its weird, but yeah. my thinking is kind of weird, but thats how i think.
Im not gonna be glad if you stopped talking to me.. I really feel bad.
I want to clear up any misunderstanding between us. I hope you read this soon. If you want to talk then lets talk.
But I hope everything will be alright, If thats too much to ask, its okay, What ever you need and want, thats whats gonna happen.
And If i did assume wrong, please ignore what i just wrote.
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