Ambiguity.

Do I want to? Why wouldn't I. Why can't I? Why am I being so stupid. Why must I be so stupid. Thoughts spin around in circles around my head, but they are just thoughts. Stupid thoughts. I don't even know what I want, what I want to do, what I want to be. Shooooot. Whatevs. I'll let life play out on its own. Wait, thats a stupid thought; cause, being to passive... i'll just let everything slip away. Maybe I want to? Too bad no one knows what i'm talking about. Do I even know what i'm talking about? Thats ambiguity for you. There's so much meanings you can derive from this. Which shall you assume?