Watch what you say, cause it might bite you in the ass.

Hahaha, have you ever looked back and read your blog? I do sometimes. I find it funny when when I read mines; especially the things i write. It's like "Wow, i really wrote this for people to read?" Haha. Danggg, I sound really sad in some of these o_o. If I were to go back into time, i'd probably slap myself and go "get ahold of yourself you dumbshit" (: <- for some reason, samir's voice popped in my head. Why? Causee, the last time i told him to read my blog about something he was like, wowowowoow (some other things i can't quite remember). Haha, I should tell samir to slap me across the face and say that next time! I hope he comes back from Russia soon ._. Hahaha, I wonder if I am bipolar. I can easily have a different emotion from day to day, from moment to moment. Haha, and I don't want to give up yet. Cause, i really haven't tried. Huynh for the win? I hope so. I wonder how i'll feel about this in a couple of hours, in a couple of days? I wish I had a bat to smack myself in the face. Jkayjkay. or am i?

Did you know that when you're happy... and something bad happens, it really hits you hard? I think because I try to be happy, sometimes my mind imagine things in an attempt to make me not happy. When nothing happens, my mind will fight against itself. And what do i do to stop it? APPLEJUICE. It contains so much calories, so I can't drink as much as I want anymore. ._. I'm trying to eat/drink more healthier. My cousins invited me and my sister to go to Pacific Buffet earlier today. I couldn't go. I had to show my dedication to the promise I made myself. Haha, there will be some exceptions however, like when i went to La Sen with Sara. Restaurant foods contains a lot of SMG ._. It's been a week. I haven't eaten that icecream in the fridge and those chips on that table. I haven't even opened that bottle of apple juice I bought just a few days ago. I'm surprised in myself o_o How long can I keep this up for?