Semester 1 is over

Good last day to end the semester. Only had Hospitality, then I went home. I'm going to miss them ]: (Ashley, Paige, Elizabeth, and Jennifer). Good times good times. I took a nap until 12, then had a wake up call to go to Sonic. Went there, chilled until like 1:45. Their burgers are pretty delicious. And that milkshake. yum. Afterwards, I went to a Irvington Jr. Prom fundraiser at Cloverleaf. I suck so much at bowling x_x. Got to see Felicia and Kianna though (:

She's still so cute (:
~ Haha, but as Anna says, there's a difference between cuties and crushes. Even though i've known her for quite a while, she be just a cutie. To bad I don't talk to her much ]:

@Anna: Fool, you left hella quick! Sorries you and Sara got soaked though ]: If i get my liscense, next time ill drive you guys home :]

Nigguh, if you be readin' mah blog, step off! :] jkayjkay.

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The day.

Today was such a good day. (:

Around one, went to go play some tennis with Erik. Started pouring around 2. That didn't stop us! It rained for like 30 minutes. The water was like a quarter of inch on the court in the end. We continued to play 'till around 3:30. We only volleyed though, so it was kind of like badminton? :]
Dayum, that was dangerous. Coulda hurt ourselves out there. But it felt good to finally get some tennis in. Stupid rain.

After, I went to safeway to buy some snacks. (: Had a movie night around 5ish at my house. Leslie, Jennifer, Cristina, Misaye, and Samir came. Hella peoples bailed thouuugh. It's all good. Watched Blue Streak and The Ugly Truth. Two movies I highly recommend. It was good to see Jenny and Leslie again, haven't seen them for awhile. Too bad they go to Irvington :[

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FML.

It just hit me that i'm going to have more homework next semester than this one, plus tennis. Oh dear, antisocial for a semester? yipee.

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Crush.

People call it a crush because if you say anything, you'll probably end up getting crushed. HAHA. (:

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Look away.

If they can't look you in the eyes, don't make eye contact. If they stop speaking to you, don't annoy them. If they walk away, let them leave. One person can only do so much. If one doesn't make an effort, then the two aren't destined to be. Destiny, can you just let the world just function and hope everything for the best? I don't understand. What are the rules? What if... I believe in destiny so much and just let everything slide and went "it's just meant to be". What if I was destined to do something about it? What if I wasn't. I don't understand. Hahaha, why do I think so much? It always lead me into doing something bad. But I feel like if I didn't think about the situation, it'll lead me into doing something bad. Why's leads me to knowledge. But I don't know the answer to this one. Why?

*I look at a simple quote and things like this pop on my head. Why?

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Hello stranger.

I hate it how we barely talk anymore.

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Split step.

In tennis, you would take a split step as your opponent hits the ball in order to prepare you for the incoming ball.

But real life is not like tennis. ._. I can't prepare for the next things that happen, and it scares me. There is so much shit going on now. SATs, ACTs, AP classes, more honors classes next semester, tennis season, behind the wheel driving test&manymore. What to do, what to do. I can't give up. I musn't. Stress is increasing, even though it doesn't seem like it. I just deal it my own way. Grr, this is my life. I will take ahold of it. I will win, cause im Huynh.

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Monday.

Haha, today was good day, despite it being a Monday. Even though I was shit tired because i'm still not used to getting 6 hours of sleep since break, today was a good day. Morning was good, prepared and did a presentation for ap history. second, lab was productive. Didn't get to finish though, sadface. brunch i dont remember. 3rd, gardened for hospitality, pretty productive as well. lunch, was good. 4th, graded binders, went home like at 1:40. i love having avid tutor. Hahaha, and you know the best part? Got home at like 2. slept until 4:30. best sleep of my life! no joke. No disturbtions, straght 2 hour and thirty minute nap. I literally jumped off the coach and was like, IM READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD. to bad there was nothing to take on. :D Hahaha, i feel refreshed.

~ Those who angers you, controls you.
I like this quote. Why? Cause It's what I try to live by. I try to not get really angry, because it'd just be playing onto the other's hand. I don't want that. I like to be calm and happy. It certainly would piss a person off. Haha, I've had enough of those little kids skateboarding and sitting on my tennis nets. I gave them a warning. I even walked up to them and seemed like I was going to punch them in the face, I didn't look angry of course. Next time, i'm going to grab one of their boards, and smash it against a wall. Would I really? Of course I would. Don't test me bitch. (:

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Goodnight bagel bite.

Sleeping at 9. I feel proud I can sleep this early (:

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Day by day, we live our lives.

Haha, yesterday was great. Today was great. I finished my Physics HW early for the first time, felt accomplished. I'm finally caught up in all my classes. Haha, life is great isn't it? There's nothing that can shoot me down anymore. There's nothing to worry about. No one to worry about. Tennis is superfabulous. Looks like it's going to be a good team this year. I must beat either Adam, Andrew, or Kevin to get that Singles spot. Kevin, probably not. Adam or Andrew, possible. Haven't played Adam for awhile, but I think I can beat him. Andrew, we're on like the same level, that's going to be a toughy. Our singles is pretty solid though. Doubles, haha. I think they got this, if Johnathan and Marvin joins, they'd be a pretty beast Dubs 3. Goal: To win half of my matches, (6/12). I think i'd be able to beat Washington, Newark, and Logan. So that's 6. This years team... Logan and American will be close. MSJ and Irvington is out of the picture though, they're to good. Washington and Newark, we better 7-0 them. Haha. I'm excited. Haha, you know what else i'm excited for? Precalc. I just received my book today, even though the class starts in 3 weeks. (: I'm going to do some problems this weekend. Yipee.

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Hep B.

Haha, the last post i was being a little dramatic. I was stressed, and very very tired. I really didn't want to do anything at all. I didn't know what Hepatitis B really was. I thought I had a chance of dieing in my mid's. I don't want to die young and alone. It scares me. Once I finished that essay... after 5 hours... I had an instant feeling of stress-free-ness flowing through my veins and felt like living again. Dayum, how the hell did I get Hep B though? Blood to blood contact. I didn't even know... I got lucky i didn't get a worst illness, like AIDs. I feel grateful, very.

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The 100th post.

Went to sleep frustrated because i didn't want to do the essay anymore. Had two hours of sleep. Went to school tired with a throbbing headache. Went home from tennis at like 3:15 because i felt sluggish and still had the headache. At home. Opened up the Red Cross Mail that came in today because I had donated blood some 3 weeks ago. Found out that my blood type is B+. Found out that i've had hepetitis B virus in my past, and that my blood that I donated was useless because of so. Learned that I can still have hepatitis B, and that I can have liver damage in the future if i do still have it. Went to sleep. Now, to finish this essay that I didn't turn in today, and then sleep. mann, fuck this.

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(:

*Hugs Cristina*
me: Cristina, If I can't hear your heartbeat, you're not close enough
Cristina: aww, Huynhhhh. OKAY, THATS ENOUGH. I CAN'T BREATHE!
me: But if you leave me, I can't breathe!


Hahaha, random memory. Like a month ago in the end of 4th? Lmaoo. I hope Numair didn't see, he would beat me up. She be my best friend thoughh. (:

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Resolution list.

Haha, here's a short list that I'll make because I told Tram that I'd make one.

Goals:

• Stop hoping for useless crap, it's a waste of time.
• Stop procrastinating
  
• No more spending countless hours on aim and facebook. I will be on once in awhile though.
  
• Limit the amount of sweets as a source of snack. Yum, celery sticks!
• Stop thinking about things to the extent where you doubt every move. How bad can the outcome be?
• Live without regrets.
• Get over a 2000 on SAT.
• Get an 800 on MATH II and a 750+ in Chem for the SAT II.
  
• Stop bitching so much.
• Don't give up. If I can come back from 0-5 in a tennis match, a lot of things are possible as long as I hope, try, and strive for it.
• Get an A in AP US history, AP english for the rest of the year, and then get an A in Honors Chem and Precal Honors next semester.
  
• Win at least half of my tennis matches.
• If I make a promise, keep it.
• Try to remember all the promise I have made, and follow through.
  
• Try to be as dedicated to my education as Tram. She's already looking to intern this summer and have really hard courses! and she can play the piano amazingly. i'm jealous :[
• Stop trying to distance myself from some.
• Snowboarding: Go on a double black diamond without getting killed.
• Don't stress.
• Get my liscense.
• Try to follow this schedule as much as I can:
  - 6:00 wake up. shower. get ready for school. eat breakfast.
  - 7:10 leave the house.
  - 7:35~2:35 School.
  - 3:00 - 5:00 Tennis practice.
  - 5:30 - 7:30 Gym.
  - 7:30-8:15 Shower, eat.
  - 8:15 - 12 Homework.
  -12:00 - 6:00 Sleep.

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Watch what you say, cause it might bite you in the ass.

Hahaha, have you ever looked back and read your blog? I do sometimes. I find it funny when when I read mines; especially the things i write. It's like "Wow, i really wrote this for people to read?" Haha. Danggg, I sound really sad in some of these o_o. If I were to go back into time, i'd probably slap myself and go "get ahold of yourself you dumbshit" (: <- for some reason, samir's voice popped in my head. Why? Causee, the last time i told him to read my blog about something he was like, wowowowoow (some other things i can't quite remember). Haha, I should tell samir to slap me across the face and say that next time! I hope he comes back from Russia soon ._. Hahaha, I wonder if I am bipolar. I can easily have a different emotion from day to day, from moment to moment. Haha, and I don't want to give up yet. Cause, i really haven't tried. Huynh for the win? I hope so. I wonder how i'll feel about this in a couple of hours, in a couple of days? I wish I had a bat to smack myself in the face. Jkayjkay. or am i?

Did you know that when you're happy... and something bad happens, it really hits you hard? I think because I try to be happy, sometimes my mind imagine things in an attempt to make me not happy. When nothing happens, my mind will fight against itself. And what do i do to stop it? APPLEJUICE. It contains so much calories, so I can't drink as much as I want anymore. ._. I'm trying to eat/drink more healthier. My cousins invited me and my sister to go to Pacific Buffet earlier today. I couldn't go. I had to show my dedication to the promise I made myself. Haha, there will be some exceptions however, like when i went to La Sen with Sara. Restaurant foods contains a lot of SMG ._. It's been a week. I haven't eaten that icecream in the fridge and those chips on that table. I haven't even opened that bottle of apple juice I bought just a few days ago. I'm surprised in myself o_o How long can I keep this up for?

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01/01/10

I woke up into 2010 at 6:00. A new start? or a continuation of the past year.

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