I wonder...

who actually reads my blog o_o. Hello dear reader, you need to understand that I write here because I really am forgetful, and would like to preserve my memories somehow. By reading, please don't judge me to heavily, for I look back at them and think "what were you thinking when you were writing this?" And then I laugh. (: at my self...

Haha, I wonder if you ever read this. If you do, I am sorry. I've tried acting normal this week. I did? Well sorta. But i'll be honest. I don't know if I can just be how I really want to be around you now. I always think about what I do, about what i say, before I actually do it now. If I am myself, i just let my happy self take over me and just say whatever's on my mind. I just can't do that comfortably anymore. Why? Because I know if I do, I know i'll still like you. And I can't. I musn't. You're just so cute (: Buhbyes. Once you leave my heart, you'll find that the door is locked.

Haha, I have a stupid logic, but 'Once I move on, i'm never going to turn back. And by that, i'll never like someone twice. That's just how I roll? Haha, but I also believe that there's an exception to everything. I'm complicated, thanks.

I drink apple juice when i'm sad.

I am Huynh (8:18:19 PM):	yipeeee. im sleepy.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:18:24 PM):	xD
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:18:25 PM):	go to sleep?
I am Huynh (8:18:29 PM):	i just might x_x.
I am Huynh (8:18:34 PM):	but i dont want too.
I am Huynh (8:18:35 PM):	>_>
I am Huynh (8:18:39 PM):	i feel like tomorrow is going to suck.
I am Huynh (8:18:51 PM):	if i sleep, it'll come faster :/
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:03 PM):	aww
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:06 PM):	whyy?D:
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:10 PM):	tomorrow is..thurs
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:11 PM):	no
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:12 PM):	fri
I am Huynh (8:19:21 PM):	mhmm.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:35 PM):	last day before weekendd
I am Huynh (8:19:45 PM):	yeahh x_x.
I am Huynh (8:19:50 PM):	Its going to suck :[
I am Huynh (8:19:59 PM):	i mean i mean
I am Huynh (8:20:05 PM):	its going to be the best day evar..
I am Huynh (8:20:11 PM):	=D?.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:45 PM):	xD
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:46 PM):	hahax]
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:48 PM):	fake smile!
I am Huynh (8:20:58 PM):	._.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:21:33 PM):	xD

My friday sucked. I woke up shivering, i never shiver. Right when i left the house, I spilted my waterbottle, half of it spilted. I put a towel on it then left. I forgot my brownie bottom cheesecakes. Cristina got mad at me. I got pissy. Then I had an argument with Kevin cause I was pissy. It was stupid. And then i realize that, everything just can't be the same. If I dissappear, would you miss me?