Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The night's clouds are so beautiful, aren't they?

Today was a good day, had lunch with Sara & had a nice chat with Kim Le.
I went and bought a huge bottle of apple juice for myself. Why?.

It's almost the end of '09. The year went by pretty fast. I hope to remember to start putting 2010 on my papers. Probably not. Hahaha, today. I walked and walked. With no where to go. How much did I walk? I don't know. It got dark though. For how long? I don't know. I realized I don't know a lot of things anymore. I don't know, but I wonder. I wonder if you're blind. Haha, can't be. You're not blind, you know. The world just doesn't always work in my favor. I give up. You've probably wanted me too. So for this New Year's resolution?

  • Stop hoping for useless crap, it's a waste of time.
  • No more spending countless hours on aim and facebook.
  • Limit the amount of sweets as a source of snack
Once school starts again, my schedule will be.
- 6:00 wake up. shower. get ready for school. eat breakfast.
- 7:10 leave the house.
- 7:35~2:35 School.
- 3:00 - 5:00 Tennis practice.
- 5:30 - 7:30 Gym.
- 7:30-8:15 Shower, eat.
- 8:15 - 12 Homework.
-12:00 - 6:00 Sleep.

That'll leave me no time to do anything else but school, eat, sleep, tennis, gym. There's no chance for anything to happen. How long will I be able to keep this up. Who knows, what's in my mind changes from to to time.

I'm walking in 2010 with a different mindset. But for now, it's time to drink my apple juice. Buhhbyees.

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pulchritudinous

Pulchritudinous - Characterized by or having great physical beauty and appeal.
Thanks Trammie for the new word. Too bad I can't pronounce it. =D

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Friday, December 25, 2009

Polarity.

I just realized that... it takes a huge effort to be happy. Too much effort.

I'm tired of trying to go up to talk to people, because I know if I don't, they'll probably never come up to me to start a conversation with me, thus no relationship. However, i'm not going to be out there anymore. If you want to talk to me, come find me. If you don't, so be it.

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

bash.org

#414593 +(17566)- [X]

DragonflyBlade21: A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.

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Record your memories: Snow.

Yipee, winterbreak! (:

Soo the Friday before winterbreak was a good one. Party in first, party in second, movie in 3rd, noclass/snuck in avid party during 4th. All filled with delicious food, yum! (: Thanks you An for the cake, Misaye for the teddybear + turtle toy, Jessica for the 616 little stars + cupcakes, and Sara for the card (I still can't find the turtle...).

Soo that day; David, Kevin, Andrew, Li, and Denzil came over to spend a night because we were to leave around 5 the next morning. I have no idea what we did, but everyone slept around 1ish, and me and david stayed up 'till 2. We then woke up at 4ish. and got ready. Nishant and Megan came over, nishant late as usual D: Left the house around 5:15. David driving, Myself riding shotgun, and then andrew and kevin in one car and Megan driving, Nishant riding shotgun, and li and denzl in the other car. Nshant fails, he doesn't know that whoever rides in the passenger seat is suppose to keep the driver awake. First, we went to mcdonalds for some breakfast, got there around 5:30. Nishant was excited because he was their first customer of the day, lolol. After getting McDonalds, we left on our 1:30 hour drive to Davis, yipee! (: Kevin and Andrew slept in our car while i kept david awake, and Megan said that everyone in her car slept. She took a wrong turn because of it, lolxP. Got around my brother's place in Davis at around 6:50. My brother told me we were to be there at 7:00, or they'd leave withous us... they weren't even awake yet. Took them about an 45 minutes to get ready. Left Davis to Sugarbowl at around 7:45, but stopped by McDonalds around 8 because them college kids were hungry. ._. Got to Sugarbowl around... 9:15? Mann, once i stepped outside the car with the fresh, snowy air it was exhilirating. While everyone went to get their rentals and stuff, me and David went to go snowboard. Went down Mt. Judah around 3 times, then met up with andrew since it took him awhile to get his rentals. Went down another 3 times on Mt. Judah, and met up with them noobies. Haha, I went off course so that I can get to the bunny slopes faster (: Andrew was like WTF?! because i went through trees D: If i had messed up, i woulda been stuck in soft snow. Met up with them noobies, and saw them snowboard and chilled for like an hour, since they went back to the car and stuffs. After that, I took them all to Mt. Jerome! Hahaha, what a huge step. The ski lift itself when compared to the bunny slopes they were on is already like a roller coaster. LOL. Kevin, Nishant, Megan and Denzil improved a lot! They can get down the mountain pretty well. Li, he had some troubles D: David had to stick with him a lot to help him. Hahaha, ohh soo li was on the ground and i saw him, so i was lke, PERFECT CHANCE TO SPRAY HIM WITH THE SNOW. soo, i sprayed him by going down hecka fast but stopping abruptly, so that snow spills over him :D yeah, i am mean. Friggen Andrew was tailing me so once i carved to the right, he did so too. Soo, i went into a perfect stop and gently tapped li. out of no where, since there was no snow on the ground and mainly ice since i scooped it up with my boar and is now on li, andrew goes and hits me, and hits li XP It hurt, and he scraped my pinky D: It's all good though, i feel bad for li. Haha, it was all good though. We snowboarded 'till like 1:30 and we took a lunch break. I called sara (: but she was tired, so we didn't talk long. We ended the break around 2:30. Haha, the last two hours were crazy. Me and Andrew sped through the whole thing. We did a couple of races, i one like once out of hecka times ._. He's too reckless for me XP Went down some black diamonds and such. attempted some jumps. so scary. My carving got a lot better (: We left Sugarbowl to davis around 6, got to davis around 7:30. Bought some Pizza, and and chilled with my brothers and his friends. Mann, that was the worst night ever. Davis was really cold, and my brother had no extra blankets. ._. Everyone in my groups was sleeping on the floor w/o blankets. hecka ghetto. We weren't prepared since we thought we were just going to go home, but we were tireed, so we spent a night. Woke up around 9, everyone freezing. Left Davis to my house around 10, got to my house around 11:20. Nishant, Megan, Denzil and Li bounced. David, andrew, kevin, and I went to buy some KFC and watched the Raiders game. That was fun...

Haha, oh yeah, on the way back from Sugarbowl to Davis the craziest things happened. First we took a pit stop and got gas. While in there, there were these white old ladies employee accidently put gas on the wrong one. You see, they put it where the an African American had paid so he got like 14 cents extra <- wtf?! The white ladies were all complaining and was like, JUST BECAUSE WE PUT IT THERE, YOU SHOULDN'T PUMP IT! wait, wtf? How'd he know. Everyone that was argueing against him was white. If it was a white guy that made this mistake, would the same outcome happen? Me and David was standing in the middle. I didn't want to get shot D: Sorry for judging, but this guy was wearing a red bandana on his head, standing at like 6 foot something. David was thinking, fawk man. i just want my change! LOL. We got out safely, and saw a cop pull in o_o. wow, 14 cents. Soo, like two minutes later, we saw a helicopter on the highway, just flashing a light on the peoples, i guess they were looking for someone? o_o creepy. another 2 minutes later david was on the car pool lane. he was going to switch to the right but out of no wheres, this white girl in front of us makes a TIGHT ASS MERGE to the right. it was like, wtf? the car literally went straight to the right. Not cool. Whatabtich, cause she was trying to block david. sheeeeee was a crazypath. (:

Haha, andd, i slept in davis without a pillow. I still have a stiff neck because of it D: soo gay. back is kinda sore because of andrew hitting me too ._.

&&that was about my break, rested the rest of sunday, besides a little tennis. Plans on Monday canceled, && it rained so i couldn't play tackle football with my brother, his friends, and my friends. I ended up doing some hw, and working a little. Soo, how was your guys break? (: do tell.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Blood.

Today, I donated blood for the first time. I felt fine after though. Very tired. It's possibly because I only had maybe an hour or two of sleep due to insomniac reasons ._.

Will you enter my heart and stay?
Or would you break it and fly away.

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Friday, December 11, 2009

12/11/09.

Winter ball was fun (: Thank you Sara for coming along.

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

._.

23 IDs. 1st and 2nd body paragraph for history essay. Physics homework.

Stress has been building up since I came back from break. Then this weekend when I was planning relieve me from it by doing homework a little earlier, I heard some bad news, so I got depressed. I can't do my homework when i'm depressed so i put it aside, which made me now get more stressed. Which makes me more depressed. And since I now have to stress over homework, i'm getting stress over my relations with people. I'm also getting depressed that I can't hang out with the remainder of his stay. I don't even know what to do anymore. I don't want to do anything. Sleep? Ah, to bad I have to much homework. I think it's time to put off uncessary things untill I pull my shit together. Bleh, can't tennis for awhile. Tata for now?

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

o_o.


#522. Someone who gives me reason to believe in happy endings



#1. Someone to hold my hand because they want to, not because they feel obligated to.



http://achoiceinthematter.tumblr.com/post/76227473/1



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I wonder...

who actually reads my blog o_o. Hello dear reader, you need to understand that I write here because I really am forgetful, and would like to preserve my memories somehow. By reading, please don't judge me to heavily, for I look back at them and think "what were you thinking when you were writing this?" And then I laugh. (: at my self...

Haha, I wonder if you ever read this. If you do, I am sorry. I've tried acting normal this week. I did? Well sorta. But i'll be honest. I don't know if I can just be how I really want to be around you now. I always think about what I do, about what i say, before I actually do it now. If I am myself, i just let my happy self take over me and just say whatever's on my mind. I just can't do that comfortably anymore. Why? Because I know if I do, I know i'll still like you. And I can't. I musn't. You're just so cute (: Buhbyes. Once you leave my heart, you'll find that the door is locked.

Haha, I have a stupid logic, but 'Once I move on, i'm never going to turn back. And by that, i'll never like someone twice. That's just how I roll? Haha, but I also believe that there's an exception to everything. I'm complicated, thanks.

I drink apple juice when i'm sad.

I am Huynh (8:18:19 PM):yipeeee. im sleepy.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:18:24 PM):xD
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:18:25 PM):go to sleep?
I am Huynh (8:18:29 PM):i just might x_x.
I am Huynh (8:18:34 PM):but i dont want too.
I am Huynh (8:18:35 PM):>_>
I am Huynh (8:18:39 PM):i feel like tomorrow is going to suck.
I am Huynh (8:18:51 PM):if i sleep, it'll come faster :/
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:03 PM):aww
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:06 PM):whyy?D:
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:10 PM):tomorrow is..thurs
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:11 PM):no
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:12 PM):fri
I am Huynh (8:19:21 PM):mhmm.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:19:35 PM):last day before weekendd
I am Huynh (8:19:45 PM):yeahh x_x.
I am Huynh (8:19:50 PM):Its going to suck :[
I am Huynh (8:19:59 PM):i mean i mean
I am Huynh (8:20:05 PM):its going to be the best day evar..
I am Huynh (8:20:11 PM):=D?.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:45 PM):xD
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:46 PM):hahax]
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:20:48 PM):fake smile!
I am Huynh (8:20:58 PM):._.
lonlyxlilxgirl (8:21:33 PM):xD

My friday sucked. I woke up shivering, i never shiver. Right when i left the house, I spilted my waterbottle, half of it spilted. I put a towel on it then left. I forgot my brownie bottom cheesecakes. Cristina got mad at me. I got pissy. Then I had an argument with Kevin cause I was pissy. It was stupid. And then i realize that, everything just can't be the same. If I dissappear, would you miss me?

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Apple juice.

Yum. Apple juice... The last time I had you as an addiction was when I had to get over something (: I think I love you more. Too bad you'll make me gulp 1000 calories worth of you in a single day. If i get a little fatter these couple of days, you'll know why ._.

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Ahem.

Hmm. Yay, i took a 30 minute shower. Very long, I know ._. I should feel ashamed of myself.

How am I suppose to feel right now? Happy? Content? Alright? Angry? Mad? Sad? I don't know. I'm happy for them. I honestly am. I just can't be next to them. I honestly can't.

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