Please don't take my sunshine away, I don't want to live in the dark.

So much homework. I thought it'd distract me from the rest of the world, but it turns out the rest of the world is distracting me from it. However, it's gotten a lot more fun this year than the past two years (: It's partly due to the fact that I some really awesome new freshmen friends like Lily, Cynthia, and Helen, and also i've gotten closer to some of my friends that I had since Jr. High. It's also due to the fact that i've changed a lot over the summer:
I've learn to appreciate my friend's presence after not seeing them for heckalong months. I've learn that stress only brings on more stress, and i don't like to work with stress. I've learn to be more open about this and just be myself, mainly thanks to helen, cynthia, stella, margaret, and all of my senior friends because I can express my inner dokrness (: I've learn that if i procasinate, I don't get anythng done. I've learn that true happiness can be achive. I've learn the meaning of hardwork. I've learn that I take a lot of things for granted, and i'm real bitchy at times and i got to stop. I've learn to appreciate the world around me and the things I have. I've learn that I have to except myself for who I am, and not who i'm not. I've learn that if really want it, I have to get it myself, because who else would get it for me? I feel dfferent taking on Junior year, and it's a good thing because it's going to be a hellish ride. Bring it on school year number 11.