Tennis fail. Move on?

Argh. Couldn't play proper tennis today. Couldn't hit a single ball until the last 20 minutes of playing, but then I can only hit decent backhands. Forehands are being funny. I don't like my grips anymores. I think i'm going to take a break from tennis. Maybe a week? Possibly a month. We'll see. I think i'm just going to use that few hours of tennis and start picking up the guitar; I need something to clear my mind, and tennis is starting to pissy me off, when it usually does the complete opposite. Bleh, everytime I keep forgetting about her, she keeps popping up. Why? Lame. I shouldn't let these things distract me, Junior year is coming up. I have to get a 4.0. I have to be in the top 5. How else am I suppose to get to college. I want to start school, but I have so much things to accomplish before school starts. Blehs. FML T_T. I hope the guitar doesn't make me mad... I really need something to forget.

Cynthia birthday is in like 30 minutes!!! Well, I think it is already to her since its daytime in Vietnam. I hope she got my present =] andand, thanks Helen for helping me choose it ^^, much appreciated. ): you're going to be gone for 3 weeks, boo. That's as long as i've known her T_T. I hope you have fun in Buddhist camp, and L.A. and San Diego, and with your cousins.