Ambivalence.
Haha. Lifes a bitch, and then you die. Yeah, I expected it. But it's like whatevs, ya know? I'll make a joke out of things and act like I don't care, even if I do. Even if it hurts inside. Even if I have burn bridges to get you out of my life. Haha, hey you. Yes you. I'm talking to whomever is reading this. Please just ask me straight up before you assume things. And you, yes you who I know you are probably going to read this, please don't tell her anything. I'll talk to you about it later.
Haha, guess what? I have all the symptoms that is associated with being bipolar with its manic and depressive stages. So my chances of having it? From what I read, high enough to think about getting it checked out. Fuuck, i don't want to go see a psychiatrist.
